ramblings
Ramblings
i am bored, is there anything i can do besides blogging...
i am still homesick, partially-home sick, cos most of my family are here, not as bad as compared to when i was alone here....
tomorrow i am going to run in the morning, do sit ups to have nice bod and ass, yeahhh.....
and planning next sem time table is so headache, clash here and there.....
& i am wondering if i should just type in indo language, i am more comfortable n fluent in it than english, not that i am very good at it, but better than my english lar, obviously, but then not all can understand, but then again, not much ppl bother to read, since it's for me, myself & i, so i shall then, wtf, hell, wot the hell am i typing now then....
i agree with kei, uni life is like nothing, i mean not nothing as in chicken foot, it's nothing as in blank, whatever we hate about school is taken away, but whatever nice about school is taken away too......
n she is obsessed over death, just see her entry & decided to turn religious, she said it is proven that ppl with faith live longer, it is also the way to gain the answers to the unknowns, Auf once said that to be able to return to the Creator, Sensen said to have somebody to guide us in after-life.....see! very high % of my frens said the same thing, see also how small my circle of frens, bleh, so all are about death eh? i dunno, not that i dun believe in religion or anything, but when it comes to death, i rather it be the science way, dead n that's it, ur energy of life recycled back into the whole ecology system, bye2 n the end. No souls, no spirit, no ghost, no after-life, no heaven, no hell, no reincarnation, full stop. I mean if there are such things, of cos everybody wants heaven, but will it be good if u r in heaven while being aware too that ur family, parents, frens, whoever u care about is in hell, burnt, tortured, boiled in hot pipping cauldron, if there is reincarnation, u wont be in the same family, i guess, although most prob u wont remember a shit, n if there are ghosts/spirits, it means they are around, means we kinda know and we dunno when they are there invisible, knowing whatever we are doing, u know what im hinting at, hur-hur....but, religion is good, having faith is good, but not too obsessive lar, otherwise u will end up in fbi's 'top most wanted list, dead or alive'.....n religion, sometimes, i wonder if ppl just following it in a....wot u call it, i duno.....'blind' way, or do they really believe n understand n agree with the whole concept? because, if they are not blindly following, then i dunno why they agree n jus obey with some ideas which are obviously sooo non-sense n just wrong, to me at least, or maybe i'm just soooo not open-minded, close-minded, haha....some jus follow their parents, like me!!! so not realy religious eh, so me is the being-pulled-along kind.....religion, not all they teach are right, just follow what is right n good for ourselves lar....of course everybody knows that....n why am i toking about this.....crap...
i am bored, is there anything i can do besides blogging...
i am still homesick, partially-home sick, cos most of my family are here, not as bad as compared to when i was alone here....
tomorrow i am going to run in the morning, do sit ups to have nice bod and ass, yeahhh.....
and planning next sem time table is so headache, clash here and there.....
& i am wondering if i should just type in indo language, i am more comfortable n fluent in it than english, not that i am very good at it, but better than my english lar, obviously, but then not all can understand, but then again, not much ppl bother to read, since it's for me, myself & i, so i shall then, wtf, hell, wot the hell am i typing now then....
i agree with kei, uni life is like nothing, i mean not nothing as in chicken foot, it's nothing as in blank, whatever we hate about school is taken away, but whatever nice about school is taken away too......
n she is obsessed over death, just see her entry & decided to turn religious, she said it is proven that ppl with faith live longer, it is also the way to gain the answers to the unknowns, Auf once said that to be able to return to the Creator, Sensen said to have somebody to guide us in after-life.....see! very high % of my frens said the same thing, see also how small my circle of frens, bleh, so all are about death eh? i dunno, not that i dun believe in religion or anything, but when it comes to death, i rather it be the science way, dead n that's it, ur energy of life recycled back into the whole ecology system, bye2 n the end. No souls, no spirit, no ghost, no after-life, no heaven, no hell, no reincarnation, full stop. I mean if there are such things, of cos everybody wants heaven, but will it be good if u r in heaven while being aware too that ur family, parents, frens, whoever u care about is in hell, burnt, tortured, boiled in hot pipping cauldron, if there is reincarnation, u wont be in the same family, i guess, although most prob u wont remember a shit, n if there are ghosts/spirits, it means they are around, means we kinda know and we dunno when they are there invisible, knowing whatever we are doing, u know what im hinting at, hur-hur....but, religion is good, having faith is good, but not too obsessive lar, otherwise u will end up in fbi's 'top most wanted list, dead or alive'.....n religion, sometimes, i wonder if ppl just following it in a....wot u call it, i duno.....'blind' way, or do they really believe n understand n agree with the whole concept? because, if they are not blindly following, then i dunno why they agree n jus obey with some ideas which are obviously sooo non-sense n just wrong, to me at least, or maybe i'm just soooo not open-minded, close-minded, haha....some jus follow their parents, like me!!! so not realy religious eh, so me is the being-pulled-along kind.....religion, not all they teach are right, just follow what is right n good for ourselves lar....of course everybody knows that....n why am i toking about this.....crap...